Ahhhh!!!! :O

27/2 (Sun)

I think I've just been through the baddest day in my life- YESTERDAY... Yes, it's should be a normal Saturday with work but special a bit 'cause I've just have a hair cut. Don't worry I'm not making it shorter, just "trim" a bit so the hair volume's lesser and not that hot. I'll need to gather more people's comments then decide my next hair style :)

Yesterday, I was quite blur while working but Saturday at my shop, the customers are way more than weekdays. Well, lack of sleep?! That's the only answer I get: Slept at a late time, then went to breakfast with my mum, after that went home re-slept again. Hahaha, that's me == So when there's a cup of hot cappuccino in front of me due to wrong order, I drank it without 2nd thoughts. Hoping it would make me more energetic to cope with those customers, and yeah it did. But it's so effective, I don't really felt sleepy the whole night till midnight, but I still switched off my pc at that usual time and went to bed.

I usually go to dreamland quite very soon, but it's different this time. No matter how hard I tried, I can't sleep. And I don't know why... But at last, I figured it out: It must be that damn cup of hot cappuccino I drank last night!!! Ohh my Gosh, I even drank it after 9pm and I usually don't drink coffee except some important exam days. No wonder I can't sleep @@ I think I went to dreamland a while but that time my mum already woke me up for breakfast. And lucky she did, 'cause in my dream- that's a typical-not-cool guy wants to know me but the way he talks just made me "Ewww!!".. Superb glad it was just a dream... So after this post, I really need to go to bed =3=

Speaking of work, mostly all the friends I knew at my work place are leaving faster than me. Some are leaving before March, some right after the SPM results are out. So what am I suppose to do?? 'Cause I don't know what course I'm allowed to take, the course thing I don't wanna say anymore, made me fed up. Plus if I quit my job same as them, what if I'm not going to university or college that fast?! Or maybe I wanna study Form 6?? *Life without work's boring you know == So this thing made me damn confused :( And I'll miss YE-4 badly, as 2 members are leaving after tomorrow that's their last day. Another 1 is leaving soon as she found a more suitable job, I think. Sad but nothing much I can do, I just don't feel like facing a whole new surrounding again :S

WS :(

Sort of Diary~

124/2 (Thurs)

Feeling a bit moody today, so that's what brought me here. Here I'm, writing anything I like to make me feel better. I think maybe I did something wrong this time, some photos I saw, made me feel like she din't treat me as 1 of her bff. Hell I hate that feel. Oh craps, anyone please tell me I was thinking too much?! :X

Enjoyed text-ing with PX today, I miss her so much!!! We talked about twilight today, 'cause I asked her what she's doing recently besides driving lesson. She read till the last book already, but I'm still stopped at the 2nd book. Last year was Form 5, so there isn't much time for me to read == Damn I missed our Twilight moments together: SY's dad slept in the cinema part would always be a joke between us, New Moon's too boring for him huhh >< Last time sing k failed to date them out..... Wished I could yumcha with them and CW, PL, YX and YL soon :P

I found out I don't always visit your fb account like last time, though IMY but I knew you won't be updating your status that frequent. I wanna comment on your status or just post something on your wall, but something in me stop me from doing that. *I hate getting no reply from you!!! Sometimes wondering will you miss me, lols, I'm dreaming too much @@ Well, I won't deny that's an available cute guy that I might fall for him. Frankly I really can't like him, NO way. I'm waiting for someone else, ain't him 'cause I think he's just a good heterosexual friend :S

WS :|

3 days in a row :P

23/2 (Wed)

Finally I come back to update my blog. Last week was quite busy. This time I got lots of stuff to express, so must quickly finish my post and go to bed :)

Monday- Went KL by train to find my brother, and then shopping. Met Vix my kai gor at the train station, thought I'll get a HI from him but he said he got nothing to say to me 'cause he thinks it's awkward. Well, maybe less contact with him or he din't even treat me his as kai mui anymore :S Haizz, fine. My brother brought us to Pavilion this time, as we went to Sunway Pyramid, KLCC and Midvalley before. After coming out from Pavilion with something on our hands, it's lunch time.

Heritage Food Village 十号胡同

I purposely upload a photo I took to show you guys. The food there was superb. Loved it, but the price's way expensive too. Then we went in the Isetan shopping centre which is just besides the food court. Then we left and went in a shop named Uniqlo, those staffs're very polite :) Hahaha, and I've took quite a lot of scenery photos as well.

Tuesday- Got my annual leave starting that day, so I went to Parade K-Box to sing k with all my lovely friends. Pissed by someone 'cause she's changing the plan we decided at the 1st place. Really dislike lo, but at least I enjoyed the process. Taken a lot of photos too, they all uploaded already EXCEPT me. I wanted to edit and upload a.s.a.p but I don't always got the chance to use my computer, thanks to my mum and fb == As I started to aware how serious my dark circles is, means I gotta sleep early starting now. Goshhh, those photos have to wait I got mood 1st lo, sorry guys :|

Wednesday- About midnight la 'cause morning till afternoon I'm sleeping like hell at home.Yes, I purposely created a skype account to chat with a friend. To him, really thank you for letting me know the real story: Why that relationship end?? And as I promised I won't let everything out. Just I'm damn impressed by him, he loved that girl so much. I won't let go a guy that loves me with no condition. Though I knew that girl but I don't know what she really wanted??? And did she know something she do hurt him that much??? Well, IF they ever be together again, I'll support *yea, I do mean it :)

WS's here. X)

Strange?!

18/2 (Fri)

I got my rest yesterday, since WL wanna returned RM12 to me, so we decided to meet in Parade. (Long story about that money, so I'll just skip it = =) Failed to ask WH out 'cause she's dating >< And WT waited us at parade front door only, 'cause she's going back to Singapore, will miss her badly. *I missed today's sing K plan with PY and KY, haizzz next time don't forget me yaa!!!

During night time, I went to boss's house with my gang of working friends. Lucky LY's phone call woke me up, if not I won't be attending lo. Feel like meeting those two but they weren't going, fine lo then. But don't need to sorry la, Jeffrey No Ong :P Boss and his wife have an adorable doggie that caught our attention, hahaha damn miss her XD Then we ate, drank coke/100 plus and yeah we took photos. I should've try the alcoholic drinks over there, though I might drunk C: Don't worry, I'll upload those photos a.s.a.p :D

 I followed W's car home and the police stopped the car, asked to see all of our I/Cs. Quite extreme indeed, but actually what do them expect la??? =.= In the end, I reached home at 3am+ and I thought she would scold me, 'cause she said she'll wait, not allowing me to take the keys out and that means she must be awake to open the door for me. I'm so sorry for what happened but at least I don't have to argue with her, 'cause she's just very pissed at me. Now waiting her anger to go off :|

Just now I signed in my FB account then I viewed the home page and saw my dear WH broke with her OZZ?! I saw them dating in parade yesterday lehh, how could this happen that fast?! Though I'll always support her but I really hoped that she did made the right decision, and cheer up too :) And few days ago, I dreamed about him. It wasn't a nightmare, just some sort of crazy dream I usually won't have. Pass through Parkson with some hope to see him, but he wasn't there. I don't like him I'm just worry @@

WS :D

It's Valentine?! ==

14/2 (Tue)

Today's Valentine Day, and to me it should be nothing special... But the shop's full with a lot of couples and people, celebrating their sweet with a lot of waiting Valentine there. Frankly, I'm so damn jealous but sadly I gotta work. We're working like hell, serving here, cleaning the tables there... Those people who came late are like observing those customers who are about to leave, just to get that table and sit down. I'll do that if I were them, hahaha. Some customers are quiet impatient lo, well can't you see all of us are busy?!

Because of the Valentine set, the mushroom soup bowl's always not enough. I carried as many dirty plates and bowls to the washing spot as possible, just to save time. Lucky I din't break anything, lols. Damn tired I was when it's 10pm+ (and I got the feeling that time passed extremely slow today). With no food and less water in my stomach, I can feel my hands were aching while I served dishes to the customers, and yes I'm not kidding. So I told myself: I won't ever wanna celebrate Valentine like this again!!!! *if I can choose ==

And days before that, I made a Valentine card for my supervisors, P and W 'cause they're couple and they're getting marry soon :) *ishhh, just remember that I din't take a photo of my creation. Well, this year I get a zero for Valentine again. Although something in me is hoping to get some surprise, but no boyfriend, no admirer and with a normal look, so for damn sure there won't be any surprise for me. Haizzz, waiting, waiting and still waiting... Mr. Right where are you?? :S

WS  :|

YOU

10/2 (Thurs)

You, knew you a few years ago. I don't know how to describe our relationship. Something more or just buddies, actually I'm not so sure. Just when we're together, we chat and gossip about anything. Yeah, even we and the gang planned to study in the library, we still can make a lot of noise and laughters. Hahaha, damn miss that moment X)

What you did and said always succeed in making me mad, and I wonder why you sometimes choose to ignore my text/message though you know I don't like it when there's no reply from you. It'll make me think a lot, and I don't like that miserable feel at all. I know you're damn busy sometimes, but are you that busy until you don't have time to reply me at your chat box telling me: "I'm busy, chat with you later okay??"

My best friends often told me I deserved better, but frankly do I?? Back to last December, remember what I told you??? I was waiting a proper answer, don't show me hint that I don't get it. Don't keep me waiting like an idiot, I might leave. I really meant everything I said. Those status in fb was always for you, don't you get it??? SMZ was nothing compare to you, he's cute but he's a bit mean. *Just realize that cute guys might have a black heart though :(

I really appreciated your help every time when I needed it damn much, your advises are always helpful at that moment. But all this waiting gotta end some how, I can't torture myself like that for something that won't belong to me. ILY, and I never lie to my own feelings. Maybe I'm not the one you're looking for, but to me you always will be that special someone. :)

WS :')

Hmmmm...

8/2 (Tue)

Yesterday me, YY n PY did something "great", we told our supervisors something we dislike about C. Her attitude's like so arrogant and damn lc, sometimes really beh tahan her @@ But that's not the mean point, 'cause what we're anxious to know is: like most of us leave there at 12am+, why she can leave at 11pm+?! Her dad need to sleep, my dad don't need to is it??? It's like so unfair, and she's like choosing things to do sometimes :S

Thought that today we could see something happen, like our effort of complaining paid off a bit la. Unfortunately NO at all, kinda disappointed lo~ Well, maybe K wasn't paying attention that time, but P n W were there listening. I don't want it but the unlikeness of her just sort of increase lo~ Frankly, does she know that the way she talk is quite irritating??? :(

Finally our shop's about back to normal, not much people during weekdays. Just glad that I'm working in a place where I get to earn money, gain life experience and the most important is getting to know some cute and funny friends.. I just wonder will I stay there until I finally start my college/university life??? :P

from WS. X)

I'm still the sensitive me :S

6/2 (Sun)

Finally tomorrow no need to go to work at 4pm, this's something very nice!!!! But, my mood's spoiled... Actually today should be great or normal like usual, but it wasn't.. Out of my expection though....

There were a table of 8/9 non-local customers just now, I was unlucky to get called by them... or shall I say: they're unlucky to have me serving them?! This, that and blah blah blah all in chinese... Hell they made me so confused, lucky K helped me to list down the order... BUT in the end I still missed 1 order, and I'm a bit guilty 'cause I'm like din't serve them well enough = =

Before that, P and the workers at the bar mistaken my handwriting... My 2 looked like 0 at that sheet of order paper... I know my handwriting's in the sloppy category, but it ain't UGLY!!!! I was damn sad to hear that 'cause no friends/teachers ever said that my handwriting's hard to see lo~ Some closed friends of mine just said it was special... Fine, it's still my bad and I would definitely try to write nicely to avoid any mistake. :(

And that C really drives my patience to the limit!!! While I was cracking my head preparing the dinner set for that non-local table, she said something like: I covered your mistake just now, don't do any mistake again. Shit la, don't say like you din't do any mistake before. Not that I've preconception on her, just she did something that ignite the unlikeness of her in me... It's just so unfair that she's like getting better treatment than most of us.....

Well, the last thing happened to spoil my mood is: Thinking that I won't be able to meet any of my friends this CNY, not even a single outing... all plans VANISHED in the end!!! The yumcha with tuition gang that we planned last December is ruined!!!! Tomorrow because of no transport and my mum's busy, I can't go to PL's house to see all my lovely friends also.. No yumcha, no hang out, nothing at all but WORK... Haizzz, sleep would help my mood become better huhh?? :'(

WS X(

Happy CNY~

4/2 (Fri)

Firstly, gotta wish all my friends a happy Chinese New Year and Gong Xi Fa Cai!!! Though it's damn common but still the best to use and wish people, hahaha :)

Yesterday 1st day of CNY got a hell lots of customers came to my shop, so thought that the raining would made the people stay at home today?! Just dream la~ Even the clock indicated it's 11.30pm+ but there's still a lot of people enjoying their meals there... Hell I served till my legs are screaming pain?! No doubt, we all are freaking tired @@

I was a bit disappointed today, I thought a least 2 of my dear friends are coming. I even sent text to other friends to invite them, more people come more happy mahh~ But, in the end... I realize my wait is like useless, 'cause no buddy is coming... Not even a single text or phone call to tell me why... Haizz, never mind.. At least she tried to come, must be something happened stop her from coming over :(

this's WS X)