Monday, October 15, 2012

the last night?

15/10 (Mon)

Yea, I deactivated my Facebook account, not sure when I'm going to activate back. I'm pretty sure no one's going to miss me too. Gone to Beijing for 8 days, received nothing but 1 text from him and a bunch of not so useful notifications in Facebook.

Okay, if my action will let us come to an end then just let me regret. Maybe there's not turning back anymore, I don't know. As what he said, I'm the one that screwed things up. He got fed up and given up hope on me already. He went to bed again, ignoring my calls, leaving me all alone in my Kampar room, crying and then finally calmed down myself to start writing this post. What I did on Saturday night was the last he could handle huh?

So what is left to us now? Guess I'll need to suit the new life without him so soon? Best of luck to him too, we don't need to keep in touch anymore. Not now, maybe a few years later if we're really done this time. By the way, I'm glad I passed all subject with B last sem. So later 11am will be the first class of my new sem in degree, I'm kinda afraid I can't find any accompany. *sigh :(

YK I'm sorry, take care.

ws