Monday, October 24, 2011

Back - Sem 2 :)

24/10 (Mon)

Just gotta the feeling to blog again, don't scold me for leaving here so long... Recently my life was quite a mess with arguments and tears, emotion was quite unstable. So if I wrote something here, sure I'll write out something very unhappy like my last post. But now I'm quite okay already, don't worry as I don't like people or maybe friends to worry about me. So those unhappy moments better just kept in my mind set okay?? ;)

Last weekend I missed out something due to daring by you with anger but I gained another thing as well. Haizz, but losing the chance to have fun with them is definitely my own fault... In turn, I got the chance to back Ipoh and go for Mr. Lai's food party with KC and SW on Saturday. And don't forget I went to blood-donation last week :P And last week I got my 1st presentation this sem, it was a disaster D: I just dislike public speaking, hopefully the marks is still okay ==

Today evening rained like cats and dogs in Kampar, my bicycle over night in the campus for the 2nd or 3rd times I think =3= It was still consider as a "okay" day until just now, my besty said she don't think I love you that much?! Erghh, it just give me the feelings like all those tears I shed is useless... A little frustrated when I see this appearing in her chat box with this shit line but maybe she's right... Haizz, whatever is it. I just don't know what to say when the topic is you. Many things happened and that's all :C

Just hope that tomorrow will be a better day I guess..

WS ;)

Sunday, October 02, 2011

Good-bye!

2/10 (Sun)

I closed my laptop at 4am, you want to say that I online fb till 5am. Hahaha, that time I'm very mad searching the message that contain your password in our fb chat, you said I can sacrifice for fb but not for you?! Yes, no reason for that action, yesterday till now already make me out of my mind. All this made me unlike a girl right?! You honestly think I could handle all this don't you?? :)) The effect of every action I did is in my expectation. You said I'm ruining everything in you, yes you're always right but what about my heart?! It can't be mend already, what are you going to do next to make it more worse???

The anger is still there, maybe I'll regret for what happened last night but not right now. It's way better that you unfriend me, since you don't wanna do so, let me do it using your account :)) So you don't have to keep so in touch with me. Don't have to get so worry and angry about me. And soon you will forget about me as you don't need a friend like this. I don't qualify to be your gf then why will I be qualified to be your friend?!

ws D':