Not studying :X

19/7 (Tue)

Finally my 1st ever presentation in my university life is over!! I'm wearing Indian clothes, lols == Photos taken were not at my phone, so I'm waiting my friends to upload now :D The damn Sociology test today is over as well, I'm really glad I know how to answer as we got a moderate-okay paper~ :) Zombie look now, don't ask me why.. 'Cause this few days my attention is disturbed by my personal thingy :X

Actually I really felt great about the 1st time experience on last Friday night but what happened that night eventually did made some of us get hurt. Haizz, HY is starting to wonder maybe we shouldn't carry out that outing at the 1st place. Fine, this won't stop me from knowing the answer also == No doubts, it really freaked me up. How can I accept something like that in a short time???

Why all this have to happen while I'm having my mid-term test this week.. It's freaking stressful okay?? Lucky I changed my strategy, if not my Sociology test sure will GG :S I know something I said made you felt hurt, I know I'm mean. But frankly I'm not even 18, to me having a bf doesn't mean I've to be with that guy forever and marry that guy in future. To get into those stages need a lot of love, trust, patience and everything significant in a relationship...

Fine, maybe in the end.. Like what I sensed, I'll just screw up everything... ILY but I'm sorry that facing this awkward situation really make me have this kind of feelings :(

WS :C

Busy like HELL @@

13/7 (Wed)

Actually I felt like blogging on Monday, but I was quite busy this few days. Sociology assignment is making my head big. No offence but I really got bad feeling about our group presentation, 'cause till now we haven't even do that power point slide. I really dislike last minute work but what to do when you don't even know whether those stuff you're doing is right or wrong. Next week need to present and then got 3 tests awaiting me, just pray hard for me la.....

Radio play script we finally finished yesterday but still need to modify, then tonight gotta print it out and let our tutor check. Let's hope that it's interesting enough, we could have do it last week when we're more free lo == Thanks to someone for providing me an idea but sadly I don't think it will work :S Exam's tomorrow evening. Goshh, I'm so unprepared. SHIT!! :(

I really doubted my choice once, expecting that I'll regret soon. It's strange that I found myself don't wanna wake up from this dream you got me into :) I know I'm kinda mean sometimes but I'm willing to change. Understanding each other will take time, it always do. Something in me hope you're the one though the future's just so unsure.

To someone: Please don't exceed the limit I can endure, I dare you.. You'll regret what I'll do to you...

WS :X

My weekend ;)

2/7 (Sat)

Yea, the answer I got was quite unexpected. My sense was half right half wrong :S I really treat both of them as friends, but I don't know why in the end it turned out to be... Erghh, can I just skip that?? Thanks to those deary friends who know part of this fishy thingy, thanks for understanding me. I heart it ♥ This thingy just made me wanna update my blog more, 3rd time in the same week already!! LOLs XD

I'll write something here when I got the mood to do so. Maybe I'm in a trouble, or I can't seem to figure out something. I could sense things easily *sometimes I'll just predict the expected outcomes inside me :P Or maybe I'm moody, helpless, etc.. But believe me, after writing it out, surely I'm okay. It's my life, life ain't easy but I gotta live it through no matter how. I know mostly I'm more to a negative person, but this's the real side of me you're seeing.  

The answer I think I'll just keep to myself, as this issue had come to an end... Let's just say I won't ignore the innocent person. This issue let me realise the power of jealousy, so freaking strong. *Erghh, I know you're seeing. Now the person I'm awkward to face is YOU!!! :S I'm juat kinda glad that I'm not working there anymore, if not the weird situation there... I don't even dare to imagine what would happen @@

Today's the best weekend I ever had, shopping >< Girls will only complaint their closets are not big enough, not the clothes they owned are too many. LOL, so true.. XD Sales are everywhere, and I'm always more to branded, as to me those stuffs are more lasting. Thanks to my dear ATM mum which is now free on weekends!!! She's the one paying for my clothings. I still need to become slimmer lo, I wanna buy some shorts and pants :P

Then tonight, movie time: Transformer: Dark of the Moon, about 2 hours and 30 minutes+ I'm in the cinema. Freaking cold inside :@ Something's wrong about the projector thingy with the hidden and REAL reason, we couldn't watch the movie in 3D so they refund the tickets for us. But we got the chance to enjoy free movie, popcorn and drinks, hahahaa :D Can I say it's lucky?! Though I don't really likey the ending, but the scene of robot fighting is really worthy :)

WS :)